Bad Feelings

Sometimes we just dunno why we have such suffering and bad stupid feelings...but those kind of feeling will just make you feel depressed, moody and even lost yourself, but you just dunno how to tell people abt your feelings..
Maybe last time when you faced those kind of problems, you will not have such a bad feeling,whereas now, you are suffering when those problems occured again and you are feeling bad towards it..But the worst part is you cant tell anyone abt your feelings...Cuz something may happen as a consequence of that..no one will happen to know wat is the outcome for that...
I really wish that human being wouldn't change...but somehow i know that its impossible as in this realistic world, everything keeps changing and changing... But isn't that if we can stand firm on our own grounds and thinking, we still can hold everything tightly inside our hands?? or back to the common quotes again, "everything is out of our controls.." It seems that it is just mere an excuse for us when we are lacked of courage to face our problems and even our ownself internally..
Again and again, everything happened at the same time until you dunno how to handle your life.. And even bad things happened non-stop...Hope that I can learn to open my heart and try to face and overcome every problem...moody...