3 down 2 more to go

Its now officially 3 down and 2 more to go!!
The path to heaven is finally getting nearer!!
However, another hell is waiting for me..:(

I keep telling myself...

I keep telling myself that I cant let the tort paper to ruin all the rest of my papers...
I keep telling myself that just work hard for another 6 days, I will get back all my freedom..
I keep telling myself that there must be reasons behind everything that happened...
I keep telling myself that I must work hard...
and I keep telling myself that I must love my mom forever and ever...
Thanks my mom for doing everything for me during exam period!!

screwed to glory

I am totally screwed!!
I screwed my tort badly,
I blamed myself for writing so long for my essays,
till i dun even have time to do my problem question!!
I blamed myself for the damn fucking slow writing speed!!
I will fail the paper...
I am totally screwed to glory!!!

High School Musical - We're All In This Together

Can I back to those sweet moments?
listening back this song,
it makes me miss musical damn damn a lot!!
when will be the musical's people reunion??

Dead

I am so dead now..
I am so exhausted now..
In 13 days,
I will be facing to the hell,
Hope that everything will goes well.
Hope that I can get the fruits after investing so much efforts.

Ernest cheer up!!

To my dear friend,

Just to let you know tht you are not alone,
as everyone is just by your side.
everybody concerned about you,
everybody cares how you feel,
hence you are NOT alone.

Life is always full with up and downs.
try to imagine,
Its just like when you are sitting on the ferris wheel,
when you reached the top of the wheel,
it can be described that you are actually enjoying the satisfaction/ fruits that you have gained after investing so much effort on something,
BUT unlikely,
most of the time where you think that you are heading to success,
there must be some wicked power which will totally strike you down..
A layman will definitely feel damn disappointed with it and even lost their confidence since then.

Fren,
Dun lost your confidence,
you must stand tough and show the one who actually strike you down,
that you have the ability to do the things that she think you cant,
prove to her that she is wrong!!
Failure is just nothing in our life,
or we can said that failure is part of our life to make our life become interesting and complete,
the most important is that we learn from the lesson and we have the guts to stand up again and show people that I actually can DO IT!!

Do take care, we will always stand by your side. Cheer up!!

苦茶

人生总是充满着无限的不可能，
但我愿意泡一杯苦茶，
陪伴你到夜深。。

有些友情真的是难能可贵的。。

Mindset which matters

Finally, it has come to the month of May. I would say that this month will the stress-est and busiest month as my finals will be attacking in 19days time.

I am lack of confidence this time. Really. Compare to last year, I would said that I really worked harder this year as I clearly know that I just need to do it by myself. Tho I have studied the whole day, but I am just lack of confidence. I just scared that I am not on right track.:(

I think what I need to do currently will be "change my mindset to a positive one"... If not, I will definitely be the loser in the war.. Anyone can give me any motivations? I cant sleep well for the past whole week, I am so tension, I quarrel with my family members, I need someone to talk to but I really dunno who should I talk to... that kind of feeling is just "helpless".sigh...

"I need a long break..I need to rest..I want another redang trip..I want to watch movie..I want to sing k..and I want to SLEEP.."These are my motivations when I am sicked of my study, I want to see myself soon in LEEDS...hopefully I can.. I must pray hard..

"I see the light at the end of the tunnel"..quote from Ms. Mariette Peters